Thursday, February 23, 2006

Black day

This morning I took Mickey to the doctor. He is sick. Very sick. There is a treatment, but I won´t be able to give it to him. It requires me to give him two insuline injections per day. With my work hours, that´s impossible.
If I don´t give him the injections he will die. The doctor said it will be quick. She gave him another three months. He´ll go blind. His kidneys will fail and one day he´ll just drop dead.
Another option is to give him away, but there´s not a large market for a diabetic cat.

I cried at the doctor. I cried on my way home. I just can´t stop crying.
I have no kids. No partner. I love my cat to death.
I don´t want to lose Mickey.